On Oct. 10, Lyudmyla, 56, a nanny in Kyiv, Ukraine, was supposed to pick up 5-year-old Misha from home and bring him to the playground at Shevchenko Park, the same place they’ve been coming to regularly for five years.
But when she heard air raid sirens, Lyudmyla changed course — and ducked into the nearest subway station for cover for three hours. Lyudmyla didn’t find out until later that Misha’s favorite park had been bombed by Russian forces among a barrage of rockets that day.
Three weeks after the attack, Lyudmyla, who only wanted to share her first name for this story, shudders at the thought of what could have happened.
“I cried the next day, when I visited the playground,” she said. “What’s happening is very sad. Russia considers children’s playgrounds as a military target.”
For a while, the war in Ukraine felt distant for those living in the capital. Russian troops attempted to take over the city in the early days of the war but they failed. After that, the worst of the conflict was focused in the south and east.
But in the past three weeks, a series of attacks have shattered the relative calm in Kyiv. Although nobody was killed in the bombing at the park, the attack shocked parents and caregivers.
At the park, videos posted online showed a giant crater right next to the swings and monkey bars. In one video, passersby stared at the crater in disbelief.
Now, on a sunny fall day, the kids are back at the park. About a dozen run around, playing on swings, slides and other equipment. Caregivers chase after the little ones, making sure they don’t fall.
But the scar from the war is not completely gone. The giant crater has been filled up, but the swings remain out of use, taped off by the emergency services.
Thirty-two-year-old Julia, who also didn’t want to give her full name, played with her 1-year-old son, Robert.
They live close by, she said, and come here every day. She heard the Oct. 10 explosion.
“It was loud. It was scary,” she explained. “And after that, we stayed home maybe for a week or longer. It was scary for me to go out with a child. You know, as a mother, I’m scared three times more than other people.”
Julia said that every time she hears the sirens, she rushes back to their house. She and Robert hide in the bathroom, the safest place in the house. The whole thing confuses her son, she said.
“It’s difficult when [a] child wants to go out, he’s all in clothes and then I need to explain somehow why don’t we go or why do we need to go. We just came here, why do we need to go away from here.”
Anastasia, mother of 6-year-old Polina, said that she is considering moving out of Kyiv. She doesn’t know where the family would go but she expects the winter months ahead to be worse.
“Attacks will be more and they [target the energy infrastructure], and it can be freezing. For me, as a mother, it’s very scary. This part. That we are freezing,” she said.
The frequent electricity cuts are all the more difficult for parents with small children, Anastasia said. She carefully plans meals ahead and makes sure there are enough candles in the house.
This is their new reality, with all of its uncertainty and insecurity.
Polina gets mad about the sirens and having to take shelter. But Julia tells her that’s the way things are right now.
Julia has one wish: “Peace. The most important for us. For anybody,” she said.
The story you just read is accessible and free to all because thousands of listeners and readers contribute to our nonprofit newsroom. We go deep to bring you the human-centered international reporting that you know you can trust. To do this work and to do it well, we rely on the support of our listeners. If you appreciated our coverage this year, if there was a story that made you pause or a song that moved you, would you consider making a gift to sustain our work through 2024 and beyond?